June21

𝗝𝘂𝗻𝗲𝟮𝟭 – Challenge. Here is my little summary.

First of all in the beginning I had the idea it will be a simple task which won’t take too much time till it got harder and harder.

About 6 months ago I tried my first “𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗟𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗠𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗹𝗮” inspired by one line art. Since then in my head I want to try it out and not knowing that I just got stuck in the thinking mode of ‘𝗵𝗼𝘄 should I implement it?’. (𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀…).

So I used the challenge to experiment and 𝗽𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗼𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘆. While I was doing that and I was sure that I found ‘𝗺𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝘆’, next realization: I was working out of 𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗼-𝗽𝗶𝗹𝗼𝘁 after I did a ‘𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲’. 𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟬. First thought – oh what should I do? First reaction I wanted to revert it! Calming down and accepting the situation I discovered that actually 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝘀𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲 and how it took it’s own shape.

Second half of the month. I was getting lazy and forgetting it but pushing myself to continue even after midnight sleepy and demotivated and against my mind, which was telling me: ‘you’re late, the day is over’, ‘𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗽 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗼𝗻𝗲,…’.

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟮𝟮 – the month felt so long.. I really wanted to skip that day. I know it’s sounds strange, in the end it’s just a simple mandala drawing,.. but the mind turned it already into a big deal. This inner fight between doing and not doing it, next realization: Why I’m putting so much pressure on me? (= 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗜’𝗺 𝗽𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗴!! 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳?) I allowed myself to enjoy a few minutes, that’s why there is only one open circle .

𝗗𝗮𝘆𝟮𝟲 turned into a more simple One Line Mandala compared to 𝗗𝗮𝘆𝟭, which was too intense, this happened because I tried the new technique with the 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻. So I gave myself 𝘀𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗲 to gain new experiences, which you can see in the following days.

The last one on 𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟯𝟬 just summarizes the whole challenge. Hope, joy, flow in the ‘𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸’ times in the ‘𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀’. One drop (one intention – one step) helps us to move on, discover and create our own 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝘆.